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My new PS Vita!

2017-09-27 16:18:51 by SailorMoonRocks01

My brother got me a PS Vita!



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*Was given antibiotics and painkillers for my toothache* I'm feeling sleepy.... now...

My one wisdom tooth going be pulled on 3 October while I'm put asleep... Because it's infected. Boooooooooooooo!!!!!!


Then I'm going sort my stomach out...


I'm feeling soooooooooooo relax and sleepy... *Was high* This stuff works... No more pain.


Oh.... I'm getting a puppy next year.... A bullmastiff...X3

Why am I craving of Hambugers with fruits...

...... Okay.. I'm not going lie... I'm very depressed... because... Me and my mom had talk and...

I'm going book appointment to ask my doctor, to remove my large colon and rectum and closes off the anus.... My health isn't improving and to be honest... I try to avoid this... You saw many times, I change my mind how many times.

Because I hoped and pray that I... will be in remission without any heavy medication or operation... But I guess, it didn't work out... I lost the war... I been fighting this for 18 years... and I'm tired of it. The same tune over and over. I can't deal with shit anymore.

To point that... *Look down in shame* I want to jump out of window... But lucky I told my mom about it so she going do something, to stop my suffering. She found a few doctors we going talk to... She understand that I'm so depressed because... Everything is shit now! My dad has Cancer, my grandma is in hospital and I still losing blood! That for things need to change and I needs some happiness. 

So I did some thinking and made list of questions I'm going ask the doctors.

Also.... I did make goal for myself... and start or trying myself to think positive.

After this operation is done, I recovered and work for the money I need... I will go to Disney Land.

I always wanted to go but I couldn't.. Because of my health and had not enough money.

But now nothing going stop me anymore, since I'm not going have gut anymore so ya... I'm going work to go to Disney Land.

My mom and dad say, it's now to point I need to get my life back.

Sorry to make this a very, very depressing journal... it's just I need to get this off my chest.

If it were bad enough... I got my brother cold and feeling shitty.... =_=

My dad is in the hospital today and being operated.... Hopefully he feels better...

 I just got terrible news... my dad has cancer....

I'm heartbroken....


For god sake be patients and give it a chance!

2017-07-16 18:05:14 by SailorMoonRocks01

Wow just wow....   

Everyone complaining about the new Doctor of Doctor Who.... Being a women...

Okay first... YAY GIRL POWER!! And section they were talking about Female Doctor all year. So why not give it a chance?

I don't see the big deal here... So why all the hissy fits...?

This was good week!

2017-07-15 17:12:06 by SailorMoonRocks01

Wooow I haven't had good week in long time. I went shopping at flea market and found three nice murder mysteries books, two PlayStation 2 games and TanagOtchi!XD

Also my mom going help me get pet fish. We had fishes before when I was a kid, but they keep dying and I never know why until I did some research.... WE BEEN DOING IT WRONG!!

You never put fish in new tank just like that! The fish tank should cycling about a week before you put your fish in and also, you should test the water first! And another thing, we also feed the fishes that died with the wrong foods! We used flakes, that are bad for them, they say you overfeed them and makes the water dirty. They say pellets are better for them. One last thing I have to buy water because tap water is bad for them!   

I'm so happy I'm getting a fish!XD

Oh another thing is, me and my ex boyfriend slip up but were still friends.:)
We talked and realize are relationship wasn't going anywhere, and we decide it's best we stay as friends.:)

Oh and my brother surprise me this morning... he give me his old PlayStation 2 and Blue-ray player!XD

I am over the moon! I'm playing all my fav old games again!!

Okay.... I'm not going do the operation anymore because... My mom found the cause of me going sick............................... It's anything cold.... like cold water or cold milk ect...


I know I get bad reach in the winter but nothing like this. O_O


Few days ago I started getting tooth pain and if I drink cold water I feel like dying. XxX


So I start drinking low or room temp water and.... I started feeling better and my gut is improving. OoO


I still can't understand why my body can't stand the cold. @_@

Well you read the title right... I'm going make a appointment to.... remove my whole large colon, rectum and anus...

I been suffering with ulcerative colitis for 18 years and my health isn't improving... The medications isn't working anymore and I don't have life....

I really need a change in my life...


To be honest... I'm scared...